I am writing to you from the standpoint of a mother and grandmother. Though I cannot imagine the hurt, sorrow, and pain of your life, I have an understanding. You feel betrayed by your country, fellow-man, and even God. If this pain started when you where a child, the devil has had a lot of time to twist and turn his evil lies deep within your soul. Satan wants you to fail in this life because he would rather see you rot in hell, than have a pain-free, blissful life in a completely loving heaven. A heaven that is forgives of all of our cruel sins, a heaven that washes us like snow releasing all of our past pains and wrongful actions.
Right now you feel the only way to be heard is to take a defenseless child. Satan has made you think that you are the one in control, the one with all of the power, but you are not. And God must really love you! He has not sent the Angel of the Lord, to take over this situation and defeat Satan. He wants to claim you, His child, by your own decision. Have you not seen where through out your life, God has waited on you to do the right thing? Of course He has or this would have been over from day one.
You know there was a man named Jonah and God gave Jonah a command. God wanted Jonah to go to Nineveh and preach to the people there about Him. Nineveh was very evil, Satan too, had been whispering in their ears for a very long time. God did not want to turn them ash, and condemn Nineveh to hell for eternity. He wanted the people of Nineveh with Him in heaven, so He continued to give them chance after chance to take charge of their lives and change. Well, Jonah was their last hope, but Jonah hated the people of Nineveh. Jonah decided he would not listen to God, instead Jonah got on a boat and traveled in the opposite direction.
Now, God, too, had enough of Jonah being disobedient and He created a storm. A storm so strong that Jonah was thrown from the boat and swallowed up by a fish.
God kept Jonah alive in the fish, but he was alone trapped within the stinky, disgusting fish stomach. Kind of like the way you are trapped within the bunker. Jonah chose not to listen to God, as you are choosing to do what you want to do, instead of what is right. Jonah was afraid so he prayed to God..
I cried out to the Lord because of my affliction, and He answered me.
There is more, but that is all you need to know. Cry out to the Lord because of your affliction and He will answer you! Tell Satan to shut-up! Ask the Lord to come inside of you to forgive your sins and erase your pain. HE WILL ANSWER YOU! God is waiting on you to ask and then make the right decision concerning the painful circumstance you have now created. God loves you and wants you as His child. Please release the child!
Jonah was thrown up and out of the fish. He ended up in Nineveh, preaching the word of God and saving the people there from total destruction!
It is time to come out of your fish (bunker) and do what I know God is telling you deep within your soul. Release the boy, so God can release you into love! Come out peacefully, so there will be no more pain spread in the world.
You are loved and so is the boy. Do what you know, pull righteousness out of the muck and mire of sin. Please release him!